My eyes are swollen. And I cant see properly.
I look like some old woman now?
I can't go to work and I can't go out like that. Hmph.
I hope it will be alright by tomorrow morning.

I watched Beauty & the Beast. And I am envious.
I like Belle the most. She's beautiful, nice and sweet~
The beast is soooo charming too!

When I am happy, everything seems funny to me.
Even if it's a stone? Am I weird?!
So today I went to Bugis to shop! With the company of Rayner.
There's so many clothes that I wanna buy. Freaking lots.
Thanks Rayner for the dinner and ice-cream too!

I have started working at Universal Studio. And it's not that bad.
The people are really friendly there until I am scared?
But it's tiring cause I have to stand for 5 hours and 50 minutes.
There's only 10 minutes of break so yeah...
Tomorrow I will be seeing Zhao Xun and Zuhairi! I am looking forward to it.

It's only the 4th day of holiday. And I spent $72 already.
Plus, I saw a dress I like a lot just now.
I am gonna be broke in just a week? I havent buy food for picnic.
And the food can't be paid using the class fund.
Is $15 enough to feed like 15 people? Impossible right?
Suddenly a dollar seems a lot to me. No 10 cents seems a lot too.
This is frustrating~
The worst thing is my stomach expanded. Since last week?
I can't skip lunch to save money now. How?!
Anyway, I would love to thank my sister for treating me lunch.
I love the thick thick raw salmon! And it's only a dollar^^
Sadly, the promotion ends today.

I watched 'Music Bank' just now.
And BEAST is really amazing. Their voice and dance.
The lyrics is nice too. A guy writing an endless story about him with ex-lover.

It's the Dumpling festival again.
My mum is making different types of dumpling
And I looooove eating them! Cause it's filled with lots of fillings.
But I think I am gonna gain lots of weight...

I'm thinking a lot lately. And that's because I got nothing to do.
I get suspicious and negative thoughts.
I think that everyone is just pretending to be good to be?
I dont know why. But yeah...
I tried studying. But I can only last for like 3 hours?
This is killing me. Everyone is nice. I keep telling myself that.
It's no use at all. I gonna get depression soon I guess.
I dont feel like meeting anyone this few days. Maybe this whole week.
*except if it's for shopping!*
난 어떻게 어떻게 어떻게 어떻게? 난 정말 싫어~

My sister is having some relationship problem.
And my mum is trying to 'brainwash' her
By saying: 'Look, see how carefree your sisters' lives are without boyfriends.
Yeah I am so free that I can go shopping and do things I want.
But who wont want a guy to love you?
I told her directly that I want a boyfriend. She paused for a while.
She said I am OLD enough to get one. *I am old...*
And I cant find one... Maybe I shall just be an old maid.
At least I have a 'unique' status~