"The same person who laughs,
Talks a lot, and seems happy,
May also be the person who cries herself to sleep"

Tired.Headache.Hurt.
Is this the moment when
People wants to just give up on everything?
Cause that's what I am feeling now.

I am tired.
Tired of pretending.
Tired of compromising.
Tired of trying. Really tired.
I am not emo-ing.
I am just saying what I feels now.

I am hurt.
Hurt as I fell down.
Hurt as no one cares.
Even the person I wants attension from.
Hurt as I tried. But I got nothing back.
I am not trying to get sympathy.
I am just saying what I feels now.
Cause it really hurt. Especially my back.

Maybe God is punishing me now.
For being such a bad person.
If that is it, I will just accept it.
Cause I admit it.

I shall be unhappy for now.
And forget everything tomorrow.
I must be happy.
So that no one knows I am sad^^
Cause I am getting used to cry in bed.