I learnt a lot about my family just now.
It's good to hear each other being honest about
How they feel inside.
Especially my parents.
And I realised my sister have the same thinking as me^^

I cleared my mind about everything
That makes me feel heavy.
One of it is my grandmother.
On Mother's day, she asked me why I didnt visit her
During the holidays.
I told her I was working and went overseas.
Then she said, "See, my skin is wrinkled and old.
I am going to die soon. If I die, you cant see me anymore......."
I paused and changed the topic
Those images of her leaving flooded my mind since then.

I visited her just now before dinner.
And I felt better now^^
But she still thinks she's going away soon.
What can I do?

I love you, ah mah!^^